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	'<{title}>' => 'Unease and mild dread',
	'takedown' => '2017-11-01',
	'<{body}>' => <<<END
<img src="/img/CC_BY-SA_4.0/y.st./weblog/2019/02/02.jpg" alt="Urban trees" class="framed-centred-image" width="649" height="480"/>
<section id="religion">
	<h2>Religion</h2>
	<p>
		There wasn&apos;t anything new of note in the couple chapters I read today.
	</p>
	<p>
		When I think about the potential baptism next month, I get a feeling of unease and mild dread.
		Is that a sign from Yahweh that I should cancel?
		I also get a sense of morbid curiosity, like I want to see what&apos;ll happen, but I don&apos;t think it&apos;ll be good.
		Is that a sign from Yahweh that I should go through with it?
		If both feelings persist, I suppose I&apos;ll ask the missionaries about it.
		I&apos;m rather curious to know what they&apos;d make of it.
	</p>
</section>
<section id="drudgery">
	<h2>Drudgery</h2>
	<p>
		My discussion post for the day:
	</p>
	<blockquote>
		<p>
			I really wouldn&apos;t call Facebook an <strong>*advantage*</strong>.
			They mine you for data to sell you (their product) to the advertisers (their customer), and they have a tendency to suppress important news from users&apos; feeds in favour of stuff of little importance, as it keeps users more pacified.
			Facebook certainly isn&apos;t a <strong>*good*</strong> thing.
		</p>
		<p>
			A blog or weblog isn&apos;t necessarily hosted on a Web 2.0 website either, though most of them are these days.
			For example, <a href="https://y.st./en/weblog/">my own weblog</a> is a part of a Web 1.0 website.
			Though I add an entry daily (entries aren&apos;t uploaded right away), each entry is uploaded as a static page.
			There&apos;s no fancy back-end, and no comment system for readers.
			I simply post my thoughts for the day as a plain $a[XHTML] pages.
		</p>
		<p>
			Other than that, I agree with your post.
			I especially like how you formatted your lists as a table and made each item on one list correspond to an item on the other list.
			It really makes it clear what the differences are between Web 1.0 and Web 2.0, as you specifically see how both paradigms are structured in each of your mentioned areas.
		</p>
	</blockquote>
</section>
<section id="work">
	<h2>Work</h2>
	<p>
		The head manager asked in their usual way, &quot;You sick of doin&apos; drive yet?&quot;.
		I wasn&apos;t prepared for it today.
		I was prepared yesterday, but they didn&apos;t ask then.
		I managed to reply that I was sick of it instead of answering &quot;no&quot; on autopilot, but being caught off-guard, I wasn&apos;t at all able to get out an assertive answer as I&apos;d planned.
		That&apos;s probably for the best though, to be honest.
		In any case, they said they might need me to work the drive-through tomorrow, but will probably take me off after that.
		Nice.
		I feel like I&apos;m trading money for happiness here, but I could certainly use more happiness in my life.
	</p>
</section>
<section id="vasectomy">
	<h2>Vasectomy</h2>
	<p>
		My genital skin is getting rather irritated due to ingrown hairs from shaving.
		It&apos;s rather unpleasant.
		It&apos;ll all be worth it when I get to rid myself of my fertility though.
	</p>
</section>
<section id="purse">
	<h2>Purse</h2>
	<p>
		I was planning to bring my backpack to church tomorrow.
		In it, I could store my water bottle and wallet, and I need to pick up some prank supplies after church while I&apos;m in the area anyway, so the backpack would be helpful for bringing those home.
		However, this is actually a rather great opportunity to bring my purse instead for two reasons.
		I&apos;ve never actually used that purse.
		A backpack is larger, making it more convenient for me as a cyclist, but it&apos;s also strapped to both arms, so it won&apos;t go sliding down whatever arm it&apos;s on when riding.
		I&apos;ll be meeting a new group of people though, so it&apos;d be good practice to push out of my comfort zone a bit and present as a bit more feminine than I usually would.
		Once my voice is fixed, I shouldn&apos;t have any trouble carrying a purse at all, but for now, it makes me a little nervous.
		Having the purse might make people think twice before just assuming I&apos;m a man, too.
		Not only can I push my own limits though, I can also test the church crowd.
		I&apos;m a queer.
		That&apos;s a fact.
		How will they react to someone that&apos;s openly queer like that?
	</p>
	<p>
		This purse is tiny though, compared to what I&apos;m used to.
		It can hold the Book of Mormon, my wallet, my keys, and a pack of gum.
		Apparently purse-users are assumed to carry gum, breath mints, and/or cigarettes in case someone asks for them, and there&apos;s no way I&apos;m carrying cigarettes.
		Mint gum sort of covers the other two categories, so I typically carry that in my backpack, but it fits in the purse too.
		I can&apos;t carry my water bottle in it though; even my small one.
		I&apos;ll probably need to carry the backpack too, then lock it to my bike and hope it doesn&apos;t rain.
		As the water bottle will come in with me like the purse, the backpack&apos;ll be empty and there&apos;ll be nothing for anyone to steal.
	</p>
</section>
END
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